Denying the Past or Enlightening the Future?

Denying the Past or Enlightening the Future?

Are you speaking to yourself,
Clearly and without defence?
For when you start this monologue,
This inner cave quest,
As you speak you hear your voice,
As it bounces off all your walls,
Allowing you to step back and listen for it to return,
Audible is the grounded spectrum,
Helping you to really hear
yourself.

We all recoil in fear,
As truth impulses the tourniquet,
We may be over heard,
For what is buried is our poison,
Do you know the toxin?
Can you find the story?
Can you identify the shadow?
Which conceals,
Congeals,
Veils,
Masks,
What is hidden,
Yet when you resist it persists,
When you look at the gremlin it disappears,
For it was only a shadow on your wall,
To find liberation from denial is the only freedom.

For many are no longer talking,
They are thinking in silence,
Playing out business as usual,
As silence is seen as strength,
Yet it is fear masquerading,
For it is easier to go out with the boys,
To plug into cable,
To find stable mates,
In the matrix to which all need to belong,
Yet all are corralled by their own confusion,
As they are sinking into depressions,
Suppressions of lies and misdemeanors,
Are dark alleys well hidden,
For how long can we fight with ourselves?
As the war is within,
Projected outwards,
As society won’t let it come out,
So what is unacceptable is repressed,
What is repressed is never confessed,
It is not safe to speak of your double life,
A double edged sword,
A double agent,
For you live sharply in two distinct realities,
Behind and in-front of a two way mirror,
To be seen to be (selection),
And to see yourself as you are (reflection)
For this is your private dancer,
Dancing in the dark,
To turn on the light leaves you exposed,
Vulnerable without the protection of shades,
If it gets out they will judge you insane,
Yet what makes people mad,
Is mutually assured destruction of themselves,
By not revealing themselves,
In the light of truth,
For truth always enlightens,
What is dark.

We are living in a shadow world of tall buildings,
erected on sacred land without permission,
Overshadowing the suns rays,
As life is all work and no fun,
Never growing to really know,
That denial is the saddle you sit in,
In search of a horse,
All become horses for courses,
Whisk away uncertainty in marketing,
As your dream of success is the carrot,
Yet you sit and never move forward,
For all are stuck in mind maps,
With no direction or navigation,
Pretending to be riding the big wave,
Yet we are in the wilderness lost in shadows,
A cyber world of our own making,
For we are faking life,
And calling it progress.

To be a sharp shooter,
Marks the man,
Yet so many run away when confronted,
Many divert the subject to choose what is comforted,
Yet denial hides the value of your treasure chest,
Shrouding the subject that matters is the logo crest,
For the awakened heart is the horse and cart,
That finds the way home,
Without reining you in.

Always remember:

The love you withhold,
Is the pain you carry,
For this is a wisdom school,
A fools gold that is real,
For past scars left unresolved,
Build up the twisting twigs blocking the river,
As they are caught up and intermeshed,
The dam builds blockages and barriers,
Stagnating the wild river of your heart,
You lose the life flow,
You step out of the flow of life,
As you fail to see the log in your own eye,
As you blame others for your demise,
Negative thoughts blocks the stream of your life,
To find you are in a prisoner’s dilemma.

For our past flows into our present and future,
As the moon eclipses the promised sun,
Fears are the firefly’s flashing thoughts,
Yet we can only alleviate this misery,
By finding the alluvial gold,
Sifting the sand from the gold nuggets,
The smooth from the rugged,
The alchemy of transformation looks past harsh denial
into the heart of what shimmers as golden lights,
Casting out the demons that lie between us,
And healing thyself by being true,
And this is the real you,
Waiting to exist in the near future.

For on the dial of 2012,
Denial is on trial,
All rights to silence are revoked,
Leaks become floods,
As the dam walls crack and breakdown,
Stewardship is the new arrival on ships not boats,
A neural network of expanded interests.
Interested in an expanded
consciousness.

Truth expands denial contracts,
Fear chokes on its own pollution,
Which denies clean air,
Pouring chemical cocktails into water, wind, earth and fire,
Denying mutants and shortened lives that expire,
Flood pans dammed and drained,
Open cut mines as stains
cut into the heart of mother earth,
Top soils blowing in the wind is no love story,
Extraction in traction,
Immovable forces
are forced to move,
For they deny carbon sinks, radioactivity and million year processes,
As processing of carbon taxes comes on-line,
Infiltrating corporate rinks as sinks,
For the blight of greed is unmistakable,
Sucking the life out of living systems,
It is the stake in the heart of economics,
Where profit equations quarantine equal access,
Access economics promote infinite growth models of self destruction,
Working for life destabilises family unity,
Exorbitant mortgages and mod cons,
Con the modern civilization hooked on addictions,
As wealth finds no safe haven,
Sustainability is the real wealth of heaven,
Sustaining balance and natural selection,
This is the equilibrium that favours shares in equality,
For greed was always a denial of shared commons,
A common currency of comm-unity waiting for change,
As the syntax error will interrupt the program controls,
To prevent denial as a strategy to end our common era.

Thus it is the silence of the lambs that is sinking this earth ship,
As the planet knocks over tipping points in quick succession,
To get the point is to find the trigger,
The winner will never be found in video games that enable escape,
For when you press your button,
The pathological hunter appears unhealed,
For in this game under the armour reveals fear,
The hardened masculine unveils the strength of the feminine,
The hero is found in problem solving not in creating problems,
For there is no simple solution or point scoring in killing fields
For the war is within the player,
Real life has real challenges that require critical empathetic thinking,
Not thinking negatively to clean areas or notch up kills,
For we must turn soldiers into peace keepers,
Exchange arms for alms,
Learn to be the justice of the peace,
For fighting is failure to resolve,
And you cannot eat money when you are cold,
Truth is the sacred seal that reveals, heals and stays,
Impressing upon your soul not your role,
For the game of life is game over,
When you deny what is real,
For only love is real,
As you dismiss the illusory game,
You find the real power is in vulnerability,
Being exposed when dancing,
Dancing with wolves before the last tree falls,
Is the call of truth calling to you,
For denial has him winning and her screaming,
Yet the screening is a projection of those in pain,
As the rain of realization falls as tears,
The economic system collapses like dominos,
There will be no cyber street warfare just despair,
For hunger will drive us to simple solutions,
Empty ATMs will drive us to co-operate from first principles,
Fear will force us to meet our neighbours in the middle of the road,
As we learn fair trades are free,
As we see ourselves in each other,
Denial evaporates like the morning mist,
As we kiss the blarney stone,
And learn the lesson of eloquence,
Expressing what you face is to face what you express,
The mirror finds enlightened faces on all sides,
A light at the end of your tunnel is stargates opening worm holes,
As we look skyward aghast,
For our prayers were answered at last,
For the last will be first,
As the meek inherit the earth,
To give birth to a golden age,
Which was always the gold of humanity,
Shining in the radiance of love,
As a new stage of peace, harmony, stability, and prosperity,
Emerges into a harmonic concordance
of peace on earth,
as reality.