Leaving Canberra January 26th

I am just about to leave Canberra. It will be Australia Day 26th January, when I leave for Sydney.

It has been interesting here connecting with some of my family. Our families are the ones who test us and I realise my lesson with my mother in particular, is to accept her fully for who she is. I am learning to accept my family members and I always try and encourage them to take their own power back and not react to each other. I do also but at least I am conscious.

It was interesting when I was in Melbourne I said to a friend, someone will have to give me a car. This has happened twice to me now. My mother actually offered to get me a car and we literally found it at the last moment and with trust bought it. I didn’t want to lug my huge bag around and had some concerns on how I would move myself around. With a car, door to door, such a relief. I do believe when you focus on what you want it does come. I have much inner work to do, so will keep working on it.

I rummaged through my childhood boxes and photos etc. It was wonderful to look through all my books, photos from babyhood and what feels like past lives. I also had a look through my peace books, resources etc. and have been amazed how long I have been on this track. I have been dedicated to peace a long time and have tried many ways to enlighten people to the importance of empowering children in peaceful behaviours and to plant the idea of children’s forums so they have a say over the world they inherit. I also happen to believe strongly that children have amazing ideas and do see differently. So I had great fun and took stuff I need for Brisbane. I have no idea what direction I will take with my life but am open to anything. I really feel this new beginning.

I bought the car from an Irish guy and even had a feeling when we first spoke. There was a little girl at his house and I started to play with her, she was giggling at me and hitting me gently, holding my hand and playing tug-o-war with me. We both had a glint in our eyes and the connection was there. I laugh at being a clown as I know how to connect with children and I do understand them and feel the same energy of play so easily. It was a lovely moment. The Irish guy was speaking seriously to my step father, but I wondered what he thought of me giving so much attention to the child. To me children are important and I love their energy.

I went and saw my friend Bob and he took me through my website. He is a wonderful guy who helped me more than words can say. Unfortunately it was a rushed trip but it was good to see him and thank him for all he did for me. He is wonderful at websites and quite a master at it. So I learned a bit more about word press and feel happy for it.

I drove home happy, a long day but everything achieved. Tomorrow Sydney and a new life starting, I feel it deeply. I am curious about what is going to happen now.

I love the open road… that is my life … and yes miracles do happen, every moment of every day.