Is Mossad Self Reflecting or PR?

This is definitely inspired.  I just happened to watch a program on Mossad last night in my desire to understand them better.  Here is a trailer.

I am homeless so I move around I may access Netflix I may not.  So when things come into my reality they are not by deliberate intention but rather they show up. So I typically look at life on the basis of what turns up.  I was reflecting on Mossad on the early hours of this morning asking within ‘was the documentary interviewing Mossad Intelligence heads about public relations or are they trying to send a message’.

Obviously my hope would be they are self reflecting.  Then I notice someone on my blog looked at my other post on Mossad.  It was the first one in the listing of posts.  I pay attention as it is 11.05 am when I see it, if I come earlier or later other blog articles are looked at and it goes down the listing, so not noticeable.  I trust life and act on it.

What I am describing here is living the natural life, you become aware of your environment, your ecosystem what turns up now. Natural life is when you tune into nature, when you are homeless and not working you tune into nature as you are not distracted and learning to live in the moment. I regard this as living in a state of ‘oneness’.

So this is the blog that was looked at….

Israeli Intelligence Want Peace in the Middle East

I actually take that as a real sign.  It could be to do with their purpose changing.  When I listened to the elderly Mossad agents last night I wanted to learn about how they could murder people.  I saw that they felt they were saving innocent lives.  That is the love behind the intention.  I say that as from a spiritual (not religious) perspective love actually is behind action as people are acting on a belief they agree with.  My thought this morning was ‘what if everyone is innocent?’.  In my deeper work all act out of what they know.  For Christians, Jesus said ‘they know not what they do‘, acting out of ignorance, training, belief etc.  Muslims would say ‘mercy’ and have other reasons why they do what they do. Mercy saves lives even those not in the eyes of that other believed ‘innocent’.  To have mercy on someone who is guilty is a higher love in truth.  That is what can transform a life when the other realises their life was saved as someone saw the ‘good’ in them. They then are likely to mirror it back. As when a person saves your life you will never forget them as you know the value of your life and your deep desire to live.

The Israeli Intelligence heads did not appear to feel any moral issues, that I would expect as a person couldn’t do that job if he had doubts. He has to believe in it in order to encourage others to do the ‘dirty’ job as was articulated.  He was asked about some regrets, there were people he wish he had killed as he felt he would have saved more lives.  I won’t go into names as I don’t think it is important.  I felt they were not meant to die.  I recall Yasser Arafat, clearly he was meant to live as he did.  He had to fulfil his own journey and this is when you see that we do not have full power. There is a life purpose happening as the dynamic forces people to confront issues. Each have God on their side so to speak.

I then contemplated nonviolence and teaching people conflict resolution.  Imagine if both the Israeli and Palestinian people were taught conflict resolution.  I had a vision and did try to do go to the Middle East as a World Peace Clown to teach REAL HOPE to both Israeli and Palestinian kids.  I felt as a outsider and a clown I could help the children build peace and nonviolent skills and learn how to resolve conflict (to see each other as same same but different).  I did have an Australian contact in the Hope Flowers school (nice name) in Bethlehem.  The committee in the school agreed for me to come.  Unfortunately my contact’s partner was harassed by some Palestinians men and they moved to London.  It was clearly not meant to be. 

In intractable conflicts you do need outsiders WITHOUT vested interests who would be prepared to stand in the middle and provide a differing perspective. As a clown you can make it fun, clowns can communicate to all cultures as it is an ancient art form that taps into humour which is where we can meet as humans (sensitive to culture).  I found when I travelled the world that clowns were understood even in cultures who never had seen clowns.  They knew I was a funny person.  I felt the connection with everyone.  I have no story running through my head of right or wrong, in or out, accepted or rejected, superior or inferior.  My only thought is to smile and send love, people choose if they accept it or not.  I am like the mirror reflecting their beauty to them through my smile, they do feel it and I have experienced a transforming effect as I moved through the crowds.  I feel no discrimination at all as I see them as me.  That is the real peace work awakening. 

We have to expand consciousness, experience leads us along a pathway where we learn a great deal from our experience.  However, glee clubs or reinforcing cultural groups come around us repeating the narrative of ‘with us or against us’ and this is how enemies and intractable conflicts keep on keeping on.  The dynamic is the same rhetoric, the same excuses why they cannot make peace.  Of course political dimensions play into this and direct this animosity as they divide and conquer, and old British approach to disempower groups. The feminine would do this differently.

If I was in a position of power, knowing what I know now.  I would seek to understand the other, I would walk in their shoes (live amongst them) and learn of what brings peace and what does not.  I would see no enemy only unquestioned thoughts indoctrinated in through fear and isolation.  I would become a friend first, only then could I be in a position to guide them to look inward rather than outward.  All discord comes from within.  You can be at peace in prison.  You can be at peace in a war.  You have to find the peace within and trust that.  This is a living dynamic experience.  When I clowned I felt this love within me.  I felt complete protection.  It was the real security that arises when you are not a threat.  Most don’t know this as they learn what they learn and believe what they believe.  It is only in your own experience coupled with a willingness to step out of ‘beliefs’ to actually practice unconditional love.  Love is not some fanciful peacenik notion touted by idealists.  Every parent knows it when they look into the eyes of their child.  The person you kill is the child of another.

Another reflection I had overnight was the families that suffer far more than the person killed.  So war says kill the enemy, get them before they get you, save your buddies and on and on it goes.  What it doesn’t talk about is the agony of the parent, the sister, the brother, the relatives, the friends who carry the loss their entire lives.  Their suffering is the real suffering. The one who died is in another place at peace.  So never worry for them, they are fine.  It is the one’s left behind. The cultural story holds their deaths as they are unresolved, they don’t know how to process murder, they may try to hold them up as heroes, dying for their culture so they don’t have to face the fact the death was used in a bigger political game by those who care nothing of the death of their child. This is how the community get caught up in political narratives that glorify murder not conflict resolution or peacemaking.  There is a loud silence around peace as if it is some idealistic word, it is the only word that will change the world when it is felt, lived and practiced. 

I am not there yet, I still get angry and have my fights, family are good like that they remind me how far I have to go.  Yet within myself there is an awareness that has been with me a long time, over 20 years.  It feels me with love.  Last night I just feel this incredible fulfilment.  I need no-one to give love to me, as I feel it within.  In my mind I went through all those I’d known and felt love and forgiveness.  They know not what they do.  They are innocent.  They are doing the best they can.  Life unfolds exactly as it should.  I also had a moment 24 hours ago where I looked at my aloneness and had a feeling of isolation. Then I reminded myself of the great road I have travelled – it has been the most amazing journey.  As a woman it is like climbing Mount Everest.  For men they have had the freedom to pioneer, engage in extreme events, test the boundaries, get careers, rule the world and so on. For women we have not had that chance as giving birth to children became the top priority and we were not given the experience to lead, to pioneer, to invent or express womanhood as equal to manhood.  I am having the experience of living this equality as a lived experience as I step out of my comfort zone to confront fear.   To pioneer what feels right as a woman.  To live in dignity regardless of materialism.  To speak my truth (hopefully without offence but I guess people will get offended) from my perspective.   Travelling the world alone was a big step as a female as we are more vulnerable, it takes courage to do this and trust life.  Travelling Australia alone without the money to fix my car mechanically was courageous as I trusted my inspiration to ‘just do it’ as they say and allow life to show me the way.  Working in hundreds of companies was a journey through different spaces, meeting different people, undertaking different tasks so I learned versatility and change.  Homelessness was another journey where I live where need equals want (homeostasis) as I return to first principles and follow my heart. 

So why am I sharing this. I am saying to Mossad and others that courage takes many forms, truth takes many forms, beliefs can be shaped by many influences that we call ‘right’.  Yet for me love was indeed both the question and the answer as all arises from this motivation.  There are no enemies, all are innocent given their model of the world. They all think they are defending what is right and the innocent.  So at what point do we stop and reflect on rather than ‘what is right?’ reflect on ‘who am I in relationship to this?’. What does my heart guide? Am I prepared to go in another direction from the group think that has enslaved me?  For if it doesn’t feel good then move away from it.  Spiritually there is no punishment on the other side, there is only wisdom that surrounds us as we learn about life from a range of perspectives.  Believe it or not, it happens.  You are guided by those far wiser than us to look at what you couldn’t look at in life.  The denials that were deeply buried for fear of unravelling world views that were strongly attached to identity.  We become our roles rather than just action roles.  We think we are ‘power’ when we are empowered by a belief system that indoctrinates good people to engage in harmful acts.   What you do to another returns to the self is a universal law.  It is the same as cause and effect.  We are not separate.

The Palestinians are not separate from the Israelis.  The challenges Palestinians experience with their leadership is no different to those in the Israeli chain of command.  The highs the lows, the moments of guilt, the anger, the powerlessness, the pain is all the same for the other one calls ‘enemy’.  The same narrative applies to those who believe in violence on the Muslim side.  Gandhi wades in ‘an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind’.  He is right.  These are circular conflicts that create a race to the bottom and innocents are being harmed along the way and projected as martyrs or heroes.  They are neither as all come home when they pass over.  They see the other was playing a part in their life story.

I don’t see enemies anymore. I do have arguments. But I don’t see enemies. Always I come back to centre and see how that other who attacked me was serving me.  You may say ‘how can you say that?’ because I deeply listened to the words as the shouting was happening and I saw the message in it as I stripped away the emotion.  I saw that I was not understanding them and expecting them to turn up as I think they should. That is my arrogance not theirs. They are who they are on a path I can’t know as I am not the creator of their path.  They are.  I can only utilise the difficult circumstance to know myself and be true.  That is the real purpose of why we clash it up. What did we learn?  Who am I?  What do I feel about my own actions?  Were they are mirror to what I can’t own in myself?  Perhaps I can’t see myself as others see me?  Insecurity dresses up my side as the shining untouchable yet the truth is the other side will help me to see me where I feel fear to look.  

Another aspect I’ve learned is indeed there is this reality of dark and light.  When I look at pedophilia and ritual abuse of children it is evident those who participate are indeed conjuring up darkness. One witness actually reported a dark mist coming into the room when this horrendous abuse was occurring.  She described the whole experience as ‘disgusting’ and her face showed such bitterness as she was abused since age 2.  She knew the world well and the players in it.  What I saw was the one’s who do not love are seduced into this world by power as they cannot feel inner power (love).  They are disconnected people who look upon the world in a detached framework. They see boxes not people.  Not unlike the IT vision of the future with boxes around people and read outs of who they are.  This is the dark world of full spectrum dominance.  This dominance arises out of powerlessness and deep insecurity that has to control all things to feel power. The fear is a loss of power as this is a charade, an illusion of power.   They narrate that love is evil. This was reported by the child survivor. I am going to sit with this for a moment.  As I am in a flow right now around this.

Love becomes evil when you do not live.  The reverse of ‘evil’ is ‘live’.  Can you see?  They are dead but living when they are filled with darkness.  They do not feel aliveness of life, freedom from fear as their thoughts continue to haunt them.  All humans suffer deeply when they harm no matter what they project to the world.  Nightmares happen.

So how to free those who have committed great crimes against their humanity.  I say ‘their’ as life is an inside job it is not external.  It just seems that way.   A soldier told me when he killed a little girl he killed a part of himself, this was accurate. As we are One.  All connected.  The film ‘Men that Stare at Goats’ depicted the New Earth Army lead by Jim Channon described another approach to warfare. Jim went into the New Age community to learn love, freedom, healthy ways to purify the inner vision.  Some of the soldiers could pass through walls. I feel the words ‘camel passing through the needle’ I believe that is what that means.  you have to change your energy to change the outcome.  Einstein comes in here ‘you cannot solve a problem from the same consciousness that created it, you must think anew‘.  Peace is not an ideal notion it is who we are when we stop thinking, it is our natural state that has been stemmed (STEM) when we seek power through detached seeing. Analytical thinking places us into this detached mode which disconnects from our real power which is inherent in humanness.  We have many gifts.  So Jim was inspired to start this when he saw a vision as he was lying in Vietnam bleeding.  He saw a woman’s face “the gentleness is the strength” was what she said.  As a gentle woman myself, I would agree.  It is not about power it is about strength.  The strength to go it alone, the strength to take positive risks, the strength to not need love. Byron Katie would say her prayer is “god save me from the desire for love, appreciation or approval’.  These are the fetters that bind us to activities that we know are wrong within us or more accurately ‘do not resonate’.  There is no right and wrong there is only what serves us and what does not.  You have to go into depth to get this. Does it serve me to betray myself? To lie to myself? To commit violent acts? To quote narratives I don’t agree with?  To believe the lies of others?  At what point do I become self determining, self reliant (in the sense of not ‘needing’), self focused? The latter some will argue is selfishness. Byron Katie would agree in the sense that all of humanity acts from selfish self interest.  There is truth in that.  We look out at the world believing I am Susan (in my case).  If I go within I feel I am connected and allow wisdom.  Carl Jung would speak of the unconscious collective where we all know the collective wisdom which is how unity establishes.  Something catalyses that shared knowing as humans.  If a being from another planet turned up and we looked at each other we would know what we were thinking but not the other as they are from another reality.   We think truth is out of our reality yet there are realities beyond ours.  So what is truth at the end of the day?  Is it something we agree on?  For many yes.  For myself truth is purity, it is love definitely.  It has no story around it as there is no-one to forgive if you believe all are coming out of their experience and we cannot know what that means or what they are here to learn.  I am speaking metaphysically now. 

Our world is moving into two worldviews.  The IT revolution is formulating a worldview of full spectrum dominance using technology to control the playing field as their fear of losing control is so great. 

The other world view is losing control completely.  It is the polar opposite or more accurately a transcended state of consciousness that no longer fears. Love becomes the spectrum which I articulate as ‘full spectrum allowance’.  You allow life to turn up. Which is why this blog unfolded. I saw the blog link and I had been reflecting on Mossad and I felt it as a impulsive feeling to write about Mossad to Mossad and US intelligence as they are on my blog together with Silicon Valley.  I wonder why they are interested but I am obviously posting articles that make visible themes.  I feel great love for them as they are me.  Where in my life do I have secrets, I am sure they will let me know.  Where in their lives is there peace, I will let them know through me.  As we are all connected on a grid far greater than any IT NBN cabling system powered by electricity and coal powered industries.  These industries are dinosaurs fearful of losing dominance and freedom. They speak of freedom but they see it as freedom from regulation, freedom from leaders and free to move and do what they like.  This is not the real freedom.  The real freedom as I have described is freedom from guilt, anger, hatred, insecurity, loneliness, unfulfillment (emptiness) etc.  The real wealth anchors in true freedom where you let go of control and allow life to take you.  You realise that life is the power and that you are best served by flowing with life not against it and that it works for your highest good if you allow.  This is the other worldview that some will awaken to and others will not.    Yet those others are equal and they play out their experience which is perfect for them.  So there are no winners and losers there are just differing experiences that help us to gain greater insights into who we are. 

So I didn’t expect this blog to unfold in this way but just write as I feel.  Take it on or not.  Categorise it or not. File it or not. Life is diversity and I am just one voice of billions.  All have incredible talent and insight, many playing out what appears as ordinary lives.  Yet all are extraordinary when you realise the journey all are on.  I see it as going home.

Reflection is a wise experience as we integrate what we learned.  So sit back reflect, share with the world, sharing is caring when evoked by love.  Openness is fearlessness.  Speaking one’s truth enables others to feel the courage to speak their truth.  Courage is to follow your own path in freedom, and this is the gift I send to Mossad and Hezbollah, cousins in reality who truly misunderstood the value of each other as mirrors. 

There are no enemies only aspects of ourselves mirroring back to us.  If you want to end terrorism then end terrorism in yourself (terror).  If you want peace then open to the beautiful peace in yourself (stillness).  We can choose heaven or hell, but no God will do it for you, “you must be the change you wish to see in the world” as Gandhi realised. 

When I first went to Armedabad, Gujurat in India this is the first image of Gandhi I saw as I entered Sabarmati ashram. “Forsake not Truth even until death”. I felt the truth in that. Remember real truth is not words, it is in the feeling of love. I experience this. 

Gandhi showed the world a way out of darkness. To harm another is to enter the insanity of a ‘enemy’ which was never true.  We know that as overtime we make peace. Australians celebrates ANZAC Day some go to Gallipoli in Turkey honoured by the Turkish government who lost far more lives than Australians, where Australians killed Turks, yet the hand of friendship is extended as ‘forgiveness’. It was always the innocent who were caught up in war defending their countries.  It is a zero sum game that will not directly bring peace. It is typically through the great pain of millions that people demand peace in the end as they awaken to the truth of who they are.  This is inevitable as the apple that falls from the tree. The enemy is created by those who have agenda’s of divide and conquer and they utilise civilians of that country to fight as soldiers believing they are fighting for higher principles.  Yet the wars continue as a means of solving problems when families suffering terribly pain.  You cannot stop war by fighting war, the consciouness must shift to one of loving the other no matter what happens, even until death.  That is the real work of peace.

There will be peace in the Middle East.  I feel it. 

You must face the mirror of your own making in order for a situation to change. To take responsibility is courage.  To be accountable for one’s own actions is honourable. For the enemy is me is a wise realisation (unquestioned negativity projected).  What you see in another is in the self, otherwise you cannot see it. 

I recall in the film that Mossad recruited Nazi’s.  A comment was made where the Mossad saw themselves in the Nazi’s as both committed murder in the name of the homeland. Refer https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/ex-nazis-gave-mossad-the-edge-in-six-day-war-q6fk5wp6z Fascism arises from masculine perspectives where right and wrong are clear, superiority and inferiority are clear, repression is justified and beneath the mask fears such as: deep insecurity, inadequacy, incompetence, failure, vulnerability and powerlessness are driving that search for total power.  That is how it works.  What is projected is coming from the opposite.  FEAR is false evidence appearing real.  The real fear is of our greatness, compassion, love, truthfulness and unlimited potential.  We think we are a great deal less.  That is the core problem.

 I will leave you with this to reflect on:

“Your Happy Destiny is Unavoidable”

I realise ‘You did the best you could based on what you knew‘. (both sides) Now that you know – what do you choose next?  What world do you choose?

Love from a homeless peace clown. 

A Fool for peace no less.